Our trip to Kuala Lumpur was not a very smooth-sailing one... Was waiting for his call at home till I was very bored. Decided to head to Johor Bahru and wait for him at City Square. When I reached Johor Bahru, he has not finished repairing his car. Damn his brother. Make spoil the car but never bring go repair. So irresponsible. In the end, he had to use the SGD$500 that I gave to him for our trip to pay for his car maintainence. Had to borrow money from his mother as I said I WILL NOT FORK OUT ANYMORE MONEY!!! Guess my 8 charactes clashes with his family members. Whatever they do just make me pissed. Flared up at him a few times. Feel abit bad though. Sorry sweetheart...Panicked when I realised that I do not have any reception while walking around City Square. Thought I have activated my auto-roaming???Managed to call out when I am outside the City Square. Waited for him at Starbucks... till around 3.30pm when he finally arrive... Had a slight miscommunication again...In the car, there were moments of laughter... quarrel... and sadness... But that did not spoil our mood for the trip at all... =)But the time we reached Kuala Lumpur, it was past evening time already... Stayed in Eastin Hotel. Heard of this hotel before??? His friend is a Duty Manager over there. Got to stay in their suite room at 128+++ RINGGIT!!! Cheap??? Envious??? =)He went out to buy food at around 11pm, with his friend... He had to eat only vegetarian food on every Saturday... Religious reasons... Therefore, we did not eat anything at all for the whole day!!! Except for some fruits... As usual, bought Indian food back... Quarrel again...Slept shortly after eating... He was real tired... Did not sleep for the whole day... As for me, took me quite a while to sleep...His handphone rang through the night. At each ring, my mind never fail to think, "Is that her???"He neevr fail to wake me up early in the morning everytime we stayed out. But that day, he himself woke up at 11am!!! Went to bathe... I took a peep at his handphone. Out of the blue, he came out of the bathroom. Wonder he saw what I did... Whatever... He still insisted that he wanted to go for a swim. He went... While I went to bathe...When he returned, he showered and left to visit his auntie. I was left all alone in the room, with only the television to accompany me... He has extended our check-out time to 4pm. =)When he returned, we left the hotel. Wanted to use my debit card to settle the room charges so that we have some cash to go back home. Goodness gracious me!!! The bank's line was down... Could not use credit and debit card to settle payment at all!!! No choice... Use the cash we have on-hand to do so...Went to Kuala Lumpur City Centre, searched for a ATM machine to withdraw money...Drove back to Johor Bahru to have seafood... Quarrel again!!!Switched on my handphone... Received messages from Jamie and Elaine... So sorry darlings... Made you all so worried. I promise not to disappear from you all ever again.Found out that Mummy have rented a place to stay. Came over straight away and showered. When I stepped out of the bathroom, saw Steve and Henry. As usual, got "scolding" from them upon seeing me. "We help you shift everything over already... So tired... Then you come back and enjoy only..." =)Feel very down for the past few days... So many things happened... One after another...Monday, Auntie Daisy came over. Shouted on top of her voice, cursed and swear at Mummy. She did not direct it at anyone... But I know she did it on purpose. Could not take it anymore. Pretend that I was going out to meet someone... Instead, I went to my house downstairs to have a good cry. Called him. Wanted to meet him then. Instead, he scolded me as well... So sorry for irritiaing you...Auntie Daisy wanted to ask me out for dinner on Tuesday, at Sake sushi... I rejected... I knew she had a motive... In the end, I found out... she wanted to talk to me about him... me... us...Went for prayer at Beng Wan yesterday... Auntie Irene talked to me... About him... me... us... and of course... Mummy... again... Heard from Wendy that Auntie Daisy went to do some fortune-telling on me... And with some information from her, they know the whole story already... Had to put on the brave-front, pretending that I am not affected by anything at all...Meet up with him today. =) Today's a happy day for us. =) As usual, meet at City Hall MRT station and walked to Lau Pa Sat for dinner. Today's food is nice as well. Cockles fried rice, dried chilli chicken and sting-ray!!! Delicious!!! If only the food taste like today everytime...Walked to Amara, see him to work and head home...Even when I am home, he still said there is something about me today... Thin??? Cute??? Cheerful??? Somemore others... Can I be like that everyday??? God knows... I SO HATE DECEIVING MYSELF!!!Meeting up with my secondary school friends this Sunday after work... Received a call from Priscilla yesterday. All of them have been questioning each other about my whereabouts... I seem to have disappeared completely from this earth... It seems to them... So sorry to have made all of you girsl worried... I just wanted time for myself... Have to prepare a "speech" for them already...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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Goodbye everyone. Guess today will be last day blogging. Do not know when I will be back again... The time when I am settled with a new house... A house I call my own...Intertesting events of this week...Monday, had the mood for shopping. Wanted to shop for a new pair of foot-wear. But guess what I end up buying? Yes, something for him instead!!! A tie and a tie-clip. Came home, took a short rest before heading to his house to look for him. Woke him up at 8pm sharp, force him to get out of bed then left home.He just had this feeling that I will be heading to his house... Telepathy? Called him when I reached his house downstairs. While waiting for him to come, there was this China guy who approached me for a chat. In me, I was praying hard that HE will be down any moment. That guy just kept talking stuff about himself and it took me quite awhile to understand what he was saying...When HE finally came down, I ran to him and pulled him away... Went to take the MRT to Tanjong Pagar MRT station. He said he could sense that there is something in my bag for him. Telepathy again? Pass him the gift only when we reach Tanjong Pagar. Could see that he was a little surprise and like the gift. =)Wednesday, received a "prank" call while at work... He said he met me before Christmas in the hotel. While he was bringing some guest over. I knew he was talking to the wrong person already as I AM NOT AT RECEPTION!!! But he insisted that it was me whom he spoke to. Even said that I offered to give him my handphon number!!! PLEASE!!! Will I ever do that??? And somemore last year I was... Shall not mention anything anymore...Anyway, I talked to him for like almost half an hour!!! Both Jackie and Rebecca was amazed that I could talk to a stranger for so long!!! =) In the end, like all guys, said I no heart, cannot remember him already and put down the phone. Whatever...Thursday night, after work, went for dinner at Thai Express at City Link with Rebecca. Wanted to have their green curry chicken rice. But, I ordered the wrong dish. Ordered their yellow curry chicken rice instead. Did not regret my choice though in the end... Rather nice also. But more spicy then the green one... =)Yesterday was a busy day at work. Phone calls keep coming in non-stop. By the time I finished doing my work, it was already after 8.30pm. Went to do filing after that. Did not have the help of Rebecca as she has to rushed to do finish her group. Left hotel only at 9.45pm. The latest ever since I worked in Marina Mandarin...On my way home, just have this feeling that he may be talking to her then. Messaged him... No reply... Called once... Never pick up... Did not give up... Called the second time... He picked up... But he said he called me up and went back to his other line... Gotcha... I admit... Jealousy was in me then... After so long, I tear again... Not as much as last time though... I am still not over it...Going to Malaysia soon... Waiting for him to call before I leave home...Will be back tomorrow... But wonder where will I be heading to after that...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
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